This Is My Apology

APOLOGY

Wonder now just how you feel

Someday time will grant me grace

And you will see

Every moment since we broke

I've begun to change

One day soon I might be the one you needed

Thought you found In our summer

Back before the boy in me

Went and stole it all away I wonder now

If he's sorry

Time, can't change the past Why, did I run and hide

Tonite, as I look back I,

Just wanna let you know I'm sorry

Know you've heard this all before

Now it’s for real and not just wanting

To get me back To where I'm supposed to be

In your arms Before the boy in me

Left the man in me and the woman in you both lonely -

Always wondered how

You got So much less than you deserve

Seems that fate has found A blindfold for her eyes

Always got in return Much less than you've given

Time, can't change the past

Why, did I run and hide

Tonite, as I look back I,

Just wanna let you know I'm sorry

This is much less than I need to bleed

For all your happiness I've taken

Hope you find every dream that lied

Said it hid inside my ribs

Take their dying light

Maybe you can make it burn on A little longer

I just wanna let you know I'm sorry

I just wanna let you know I'm sorry

If you can’t forget maybe God can forgive me?

I just wanna let you know I’m sorry

Prayer for Apology

To The God Who Offers the Grace of Forgiveness

We ask that you Forgive for us how we have harmed your Children, including Ourselves

We ask that you wash away the Weakness of our Tongues

We ask that you speak Louder to their Ears than our Words that Hurt

We ask that you Bind all that we have Broken

We ask you Forgive us for not giving our own Pain a Purpose

We ask that you turn the Bitter Seeds we have spreads into Sweeter Fruit

We ask that you turn to Beauty from Ashes the Fires that we Sparked

We ask that you Heal the Sickness we have brought to other Hearts

We ask that you Restore all that we have Stolen

We ask that you make Myrrh out of the Memories best left Forgot

We ask you to Forgive all that we Did, and all that we did Not.

“Come now, let us reason together,” says ADONAI. “Though your sins be like scarlet, they will be as white as snow. 

Though they be red like crimson, they will become like wool.”

Isaiah 1:18 Tree of Life Version

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